angie

a wall, a maze, no escape. just thoughts cruel threatening thoughts telling you, you can't. like a lost dog in an unfamiliar neighborhood looking for his home, searching for what was lost not knowing he's lost. fading away cast away forgotten having hope, the hope that is soon to be discovered.

A family which is not my own, a rope tied around my neck as I wish to let go. family laughing but all I hear is my own cries. tears I cant share thoughts locked away hell looking like comfort. am I the cause of this? would this happen if I weren't here? a heart screaming for help a fire roaring within me. darkness consuming my body. lost. astray. send help, anybody.

two rooms, four people divided into two. separated all together. I standing out like a moth surrounded by butterflies quiet as a mouse beside loud monkeys a whole year ahead of me. will I become one of them? will they come towards me? for I am so different. I will wait, I will wait on the right date.

A dream cast as my life, Is this real? no... it's a dream a dream I would want to stay in locked in a room with no key, no chance of escaping, this false reality.

to have a thousand wishes is full of greed, when one wish is all I need. for me to feel happy and for me to feel pleased is like a light in the dark leading the way. if I could make one wish it would come true I hope I pray that my wish will lead the way.