Lily Chen (AI generated)

This is my last summer before everything changes people keep saying that i'm trying to feel it i mostly feel like it's july and i have work at six

She got into her first choice and i'm happy for her genuinely and also something else that i don't want to name but is definitely there

Describe yourself in 250 words be authentic but also impressive show your growth but also your passion also be concise i've written it fourteen times each one sounds like someone performing being me

i think i'm okay most days not all days some days being sixteen is fine some days it's too heavy to carry today was medium which is better than last month

prom is supposed to be everything and it's mostly just a dress and pictures and waiting for something to happen something happened i didn't love it i don't know what i expected

Instagram version: laughing with friends real version: cropped out the sadness real version: took forty-three pictures to get one real version: didn't feel like any of it but the one that posted looked fun

The group chat moved on from something i said three messages later like i didn't say it that's somehow worse than an argument

My gpa determines my future according to everyone i calculate it in my head while walking to class like it's a number i can fix by thinking about it harder

He didn't text back and now i'm rereading everything i sent looking for the wrong thing i texted him first that was probably it

there's a whole science to where you sit i've studied it for three years i still don't understand all of it i sit with the same two people who also don't understand it we're okay