Discovery

6:48 a.m., and leaden little jokes about what heroes we are for getting up at this hour. Quiet. The surf and sandpipers running. T minus ten and counting, the sun mounting over Canaveral a swollen coral, a color bright as camera lights. We’re blind- sided by a flash: shot from the unseen launching pad, and so from nowhere, a flame-tipped arrow—no, an airborne pen on fire, its ink a plume of smoke which, even while zooming upward, stays as oddly solid as the braided tail of a tornado, and lingers there as lightning would if it could steal its own thunder. —Which, when it rumbles in, leaves under or within it a million firecrackers going off, a thrill of distant pops and rips in delayed reaction, hitting the beach in fading waves as the last glint of shuttle receives our hands’ eye-shade salute: the giant point of all the fuss soon smaller than a star. Only now does a steady, low sputter above us, a lawn mower cutting a corner of the sky, grow audible. Look, it’s a biplane!— some pilot’s long-planned, funny tribute to wonder’s always-dated orbit and the itch of afterthought. I swat my ankle, bitten by a sand gnat: what the locals call no-see-’ums.