From “The Hindrances of a Householder”

Jennifer had a tendency to stop in the street and listen to the neighbors’ problems. She was consoling to them. Jennifer would look for people in trouble and offer help, even though her body was relatively weak, and she could not carry groceries for the old people, really. When the young mothers had issues they would come to Jennifer because they knew that Jennifer also had had issues as a young mother and would listen to them. Now Jennifer had middle mother issues. • Everything can be illuminated by water or most things. The two women in the black of mourning knelt by the river in exact tandem, and they spoke softly. The film, like life itself, had minimal plot and extraordinary beauty. The film, like life itself, was slow and maniacal. And when we walked the village afterwards in search of just the right martini I thought of the same steps I had taken years earlier in preparation for mourning, and I was not unhappy.