In a Hotel

In a hotel, even prayer feels adulterous, the skyline smudged in light, a distraction just before dusk. In the lobby a woman tells a stranger what she will do for three hundred dollars, what she will do for four. Some have the custom of opening a book randomly with a question in mind. Some have the custom of  forgetting. At six my friend beat his father at chess, beat his father’s friends so easily he wondered if  they tried. At seven he shook the governor’s hand. Don’t call it a failure; call it knowledge: the peculiar taste that filled his mouth as if   he had bitten his cheek. Whatever he risked did not matter, whatever he could imagine was already lost. Bored, the other boy coughed into his hands.