from I Mean

I mean to say I mean I keep meaning to I mean amending I mean correcting I mean qualifying I mean collecting I mean X + X + X and so forth I mean all possible values I mean adding I mean and also I mean pileups happen when you can’t see where you’re going I mean where you are I mean your hand in front of your face I mean my hand I mean if that’s all I can see I mean if that’s all I’m looking at I mean that’s not all I mean there is no end I mean this isn’t the beginning I mean only means I mean blow the house down with breathlessness I mean a house of breathlessness I mean the walls are braced against themselves I mean brace yourself I mean to take the house down with its own components I mean throw the whole deck at it I mean two-by-fours and oven mitts I mean rocks hucking them at walls of rocks I mean self-healing walls I mean with insipid pocks I mean BB dings in street signs I mean bullet holes in stop signs I mean to riddle I mean all signs point to “yes” I mean eyelids are designed to admit some light I mean sound I mean boom I mean faster than gravity I mean I am not equal to the work I mean I’m over my head I mean hovering I mean levitating I mean light as a feather wide as a plane I mean fight as a feather (infinitesimally) I mean I’m going to talk about it I mean talk about it by talking about talking about it I mean write about it I mean scrape it all towards me with the edge of my hand I mean like a spray of crumbs I mean pile I mean to pile up and get on top of I mean for the prospect I mean for the pea beneath the mattress I mean to feel the ceiling I mean to figure it like a mime I mean just imagine it I mean kiss it I mean I’m already running out of air I mean steam I mean fire I mean fight it I mean feed I mean with fire I mean fire is not finite only fuel I mean light is not finite only illumination I mean things to illuminate I mean to throw shadows I mean I have an important question: is this important?