Stink Eye

Somebody been giving you Stink Eye? Let me tell you about Stink Eye. Stink Eye no mean nothing when you owe somebody money. Pay up, girl. No be in debt. But Stink Eye means something when you owe somebody nothing. Remember when Connie Mamazuka, the girl with the mustache, grabbed your lipstick in the PE locker room and smeared it all over her big fat lips? Wasn’t ’cause she like your lipstick. Was ’cause you was one cute skinny chick. She was giving you Stink Eye all along and you never even know it. Now you know it and now you watch for it. You was always catching Stink Eye, always crying to your mother about somebody icing you out. When Stink Eye is cold, it is fucking freezing, it can make you shiver and cry, “But Mommy, Mommy, what did I do?” Took you long time to know you never do nothing but you was good at something, something Stink Eye like try steal not ’cause Stink Eye going use it. Stink Eye just no like you use it ’cause if you use it only going make Stink Eye feel more ugly, feel more stupid. Easy for spot Stink Eye coming from one mousy thing. More tricky for spot Stink Eye coming from some of the friendliest faces. And you the dumb one, left dazed and hurt. “But she seemed so sympathetic.” Yeah, right. Stink Eye sideswipes into you out of nowhere where somebody been thinking evil thoughts about you, wishing bad luck to blow bad breath upon you, knock you down, forget your words, drop your tools, make you sputter and drool. Under the bed, in Stink Eye’s room, get one picture of you stabbed like one pin cushion with so many needles, stabbed like one cactus, stabbed like one porcupine. Stink Eye even dreams about you. Careful of that coat you wear, the one you blossom in, feel loved in, the one that keeps you warm. Stink Eye like snatch it right off you ’cause Stink Eye just no can stand to see you look so cool. Stink Eye wants a piece of you. So choose to be naive, girl, or wake up ’cause Stink Eye been waiting to sit on your chest, pounce on your flesh, squeeze the living air right out of you, watch you flatten like one used-up tube of toothpaste. Suck up your goodies, Glutton-of-Stink-Eye, ready to gorge on your talents, feast on your fears. So girl, run fast, spell good, write well, add up, think quick, talk sharp, walk pretty, jump high, throw hard, sing sweet, leap far. Now you know it and now you watch for it ’cause Stink Eye gets bigger and meaner and stronger as you get better and smarter and stronger. Scary thing about Stink Eye, Stink Eye always looking for more— as much as you willing to give.